SINCE ......
I had nothing to do and just nice i was browsing through my laptop ,
I found these 2 pictures of my new class , W16L
So , i decided to post it up , even though i'm not there ,
Because , "ERHUM!" i was "in a lecture" that day ,
You guys know what i'm talking about right ?

OK ! My mood has turned back normal , because !
I woke up today at 10+am , went jogging and basketball-ed alone till like 2+pm with earpiece stuffed into my ears
Tried out new moves and did alittle drill on my left hand

Well , here you guys go , W16L

HI ......
Skipped school again , mood's getting better ,
*Skipping the details*
Went to basketball with Fo , Sam & Sam's brother
Lucas & Didi came along later
I swear ! Whenever i touch the basketball , my mood just turns better for the period of time !
I guess i'm still that asshole in a basketball game ,
Because whenever i wanna start to play rough or rather serious ,
I'll start smiling or wet my lips as tho i'm licking something on my lips ,
I was "angered" by this guy , he freaking scratch or cut me during a ball game ,
He even walked away and gave that "WHY CARE ?" look ,
Didn't even apologized !
Well , 1 sentence to him , YOU CAN'T JUMP !
I out-jumped him for rebounds most the time , he's bout 180+ , so F off !
The picture below is my cut/scratch by that ass


Well , i'm going out now for every friday routine , MACDONALDS !
Probably i should get myself a happy meal so that i can be happy ?

*I guess , it's time all i need to get over it , like how i got over "HER" 4 months ago*

As for my birthday , i'll still stick to plan for now and that is , ALONE !

By the way , thanks for the concern guys , i won't kill myself , no worries ! I've been in a much more worst situation than i am now !

OH FUCK ......
Stressed my ass out !
Still feeling as down , yet again , putting up an act , a front ,
I've just finished presenting and going for basketball later in school with RP clique ,
Ok , this feeling does suck ! Hate it and fuck it !

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Wasn't feeling that good today ,
Still as down as ever , but putting up a smile ,
WHY ?!
Trying to make myself happy , high , hyper , crazy , faggot & etc
Lots of things ran through my mind ,
This , that , those , everything !
I'm even planning where should i go on my birthday ALONE !
Yups ! ALONE !

Today , chabot half way ,
On the bus , was like damn shag ! FUCKING DOWN i can say !
Songs i listened are like damn emotional ,
For that instant , i felt that rock songs are sucky ,
*Not for now*
Went to met Sam & LOFO at TM , for Seoul Garden
Was still feeling sucky ,
BUT SAM ! He made me freaking laugh like i've never in a thousand years !
Then it started all again !
Back to 117 , basketball-ed till 10
Now , i'm feeling alittle better ,
Guys ! No worries alright ! I WONT KILL MYSELF !
Sensible and matured enough to think !
It'll be gone , i promise !

New introduction to Regina !
Obviously , a girl ! IDIOTS !
She's my twin , can say , we're more than a twin ,
Because ! She's like a photocopy of me in a female form ,
We have many many many things in common .*As taken from her*
Probably much more , we don't know ,

So guess , how are we "related" =)
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*Cracking your brain ? Or already have an answer ?*
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CLASSMATE LA ! WTF YOU GUYS ARE THINKING !

I'll end off with a quote ,
*We kill time , time kills us*

BLAH ......
I think,
Kept thinking,
And thought about it,
Most probably , i will ......
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I'll just spent my birthday alone ,
I'm gonna try to celebrate my birthday alone ,
For the past years , i'm celebrating with important personel ,
Like e.g; Family , 117 , Her
Now ? I'll just treat it as a normal day and live with it
These days , my mood isn't in its best form
It's going down down down
Will i eventually break down again ?
I don't know !
We'll see when the time comes
Everything is screwing up around me