KIM TAEYEON :D

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE !
IN 2 FUCKING MONTHS ! DAD ! QUIT THAT FUCKING JOB !
I SWEAR ! ALL HOUSEHOLD EXPENSES ! I WILL PAY FOR !
FROM TODAY ONWARDS ! IT'S ALL GONNA HAVE A MAJOR CHANGE !
MY LIFE ! MY FAMILY ! MY GOAL !

I FULLY UNDERSTAND WHY I'M IN IT !
THE DRIVE IS SPEEDING !
KNOWLEDGE IS POWER !

Hello :D

How long has it been since I wrote something here !
Does it stink so much ? Well, I don't really give a damn about it though
School's ending in like another 4 more days and truth to be told, I seriously love my classmates, from being random to being 'sexually driven' HAHAS !

To sum up most of the things that's going on around my life

1) Fractured left thumb bone
2) Left wrist bone out of position
3) Ending semester one of year 2
4) BKK trip on 14th Sep
5) 18th birthday plannings

Life goals for the moment

1) Car License
2) GOLF GTI
3) Earn my 1st milion by 25
4) Settle down with life

I guess it's time to start thinking about what we really want from our lifes,
It's time to think ! All the best in every aspects of life everyone !

Art is not democratic, It is not for the people

From the song "Kim" by Eminem

Aww, what's the matter ....... , am i too loud for you?
Too bad bitch, you're gonna finally hear me out this time.
At first I'm like, aight, you wanna throw me out that's fine.
But not for ...... to take my place, are you outcha mind?

You really fucked me ....... , you really did a number on me.
Never knew me cheatin' on you would come back to haunt me.
But we was kids then ....... , i was only 13
That was years ago, i thought we wiped the slate clean.
That's fucked up!

Me: Bullshit you bitch, don't fucking lie to me.
What the fuck's this guys problem on the side of me?
Fuck you asshole, yeah, bite me.
....... ,
....... ! Why don't you like me?
You think i'm ugly don't you?
....... : It's not
Me: No, you think i'm ugly
....... : Baby
Me: Get the fuck away from me.
Don't touch me.
I hate you, i hate you, i swear to god i hate you.
Oh my god, i love you.
How the fuck could you do this to me?
....... : I'm sorry.
Me: How the fuck could you do this to me?

This is totally what I felt like and how I wished to speak it all out !
Finally, with the help of a song lyrics, it's all out !
Cracks me up alittle but damm ! It's out ! ALL OUT !

SNSD

Now I'm super stuck with them,
Thanks to Nic !
For showing us their MV, bloody hell !
But oh well,
I WANT TO FIND A KOREAN GIRLF !
HAHAHAHAHAHAS !

HAPPY BIRDDAY ALAN & KAMAL !

It was Alan's & Kmal's 19th birthday
Was shooting with ZJ halfway through and went to met Cai, Alan & Nelson at vivo
Makan, Makan & Makan

Pictures



Lke the wind, like the gushing water, people change without a thought,
A little trigger to start the fire, A small push to get things started,
How can people even resist or rather WHY?
Its still a decision rather than options,
All I can say is, I've seen some remarkable changes of some people around me,
There are no challenges and no boundaries to keep moving !

YES !!!

2 weeks of holidays are coming ! How & Where I will spent the holidays ?
It's gotta be lots of meet ups, photoshooting with ZJ, basketball-ing with friends, what more can I do ?
I KNOW ! GAMING ! HAHAHAHAHAS !

I'm probably gonna spend about $50-70 in another 16 hours for my camera :)
OUCH ! hahas !
But well, my DSLR is my wife now !

AND AND AND ! ALIEN FROM JUPITER IS BACK ! HAHAHAS !

THIS IS WHAT I DID IN CLASS !



Rather stupid and it's rather lame ! hahas !

credits; Linkin Park & FF7 Advent Children producers

HAVE I TOLD YOU GUYS MY CLASSMATES CAN GO HIGH WITHOUT REASON LIKE ME ?

1) EHHH ! TAKE PICTURE !

2) COME COME ! TAKE AGAIN !

3) LETS GO GEEK !

4) LEFT LEFT, RIGHT RIGHT, IN IN, OUT OUT !

5) NOW GUYS ! GO SEXY ! SUPERMODELLLLLLL!

6) ULTIMATE SEXY SUPERMODEL

ANGER

1) Anger conditioning can cause inappropriate expressions of anger such as uncontrolled violent outbursts, misdirected anger or repressing all feelings of anger when it would be an appropriate response to the situation.

2) Anger that is constantly “bottled up” can lead to persistent violent thoughts or actions, nightmares and even physical symptoms.

3) Anger can also aggravate an already present mental health problem such as clinical depression.

4) One effect of the depression sufferer's of anger is that their interpersonal relationships are often unhappy and unhealthy

5) Anger can also fan the flames of paranoia and prejudice, even in normal, everyday situations.

6) People tend to express their anger either passively or aggressively through the fight-or-flight response

7) The passive "flight" response is repression and denial of anger for safety or other purposes

Passive anger

Passive anger can be expressed in the following ways:

Secretive behavior, such as stockpiling resentments that are expressed behind people’s backs, giving the silent treatment or under the breath mutterings, avoiding eye contact, putting people down, gossiping, anonymous complaints, poison pen letters, stealing, and conning.

Manipulation, such as provoking people to aggression and then patronizing them, forgiveness, provoking aggression but staying on the sidelines, emotional blackmail, false tearfulness, feigning illness, sabotaging relationships, using sexual provocation, using a third party to convey negative feelings, withholding money or resources.

Self-blame, such as apologizing too often, compromising too often, being overly critical, inviting criticism.

Self-sacrifice, such as being overly helpful, making do with second best, quietly making long suffering signs but refusing help, or lapping up gratefulness.

Ineffectualness, such as setting yourself and others up for failure, choosing unreliable people to depend on, being accident prone, underachieving, expressing frustration at insignificant things but ignoring serious ones.

Dispassion, such as giving the cold shoulder or phony smiles, looking cool, sitting on the fence while others sort things out, dampening feelings with substance abuse, overeating, oversleeping, not responding to another’s anger, frigidity, giving inordinate amounts of time to machines, objects or intellectual pursuits, talking of frustrations but showing no feeling.

Obsessive behavior, such as needing to be clean and tidy, making a habit of constantly checking things, over-dieting or overeating, demanding that all jobs be done perfectly.

Evasiveness, such as turning your back in a crisis, avoiding conflict, not arguing back, becoming phobic.

Well, now I'm more educated about anger and how to control it, it'll be a good education for myself and alot others more. Controlling it too much at times will actually trigger a side effect or even a backfire which results in unexpected outrage/outburst of rage, physically or verbally.

I might be the happy go lucky guy everybody knows but I can be sure that I put on a mask most of the time, it's difficult to see if I'm angered or sad, if it is noticable, back off before something real bad happens, give me time to think and cool down before resuming any conversation.

GUSH OF RUSH !

Ever felt being alone in your own world while everybody around you starts moving away ?
Well, I wasn't trying to portray that la ! HAHAS !
Just playing with camera tricks by ZJ & Kamal as we were out yesterday for shooting session, like recreational programme. We are getting OLD !
ESPECIALLY ZJ !

Again, we were on foot travelling from City Hall to Orchard.
Yesterday was Me, ZJ & Kamal for a session on photography of our own and well, shots were not bad for all of us but we are still improving, SOOOOOOO .....

Here's a little action of what cameras we're using
1) ME = Nikon D60
2) ZJ = Canon EOS 400D
3) KAMAL = Sony Alpha 200

LOLS ! This is what we did for presentation today ! Unbelievable uh ?!
Just 1 picture to solve the whole presentation, slackers uh ?!

Tonight would be of photoshooting with sis and supner :D
I HAVE ARMS WHICH ARE FALLING OFF ! BECAUSE !
I'm not gonna say out much !

School's ending ! last team and ! 6th P is coming ! TIME TO SLACK !

HDR ! HDR ! HDR !
OKAY ! I'm just bored in class after presenting, IT'S TIRING !
I can't wait till tomorrow ! 4 days straight holidays ! POWER !
The picture up there is a HDR production, using photomatix pro 3
Its fun and produces nice results so why not try it ?!
Looks like I'm advertising for the programme uh ?

A GOD DAMM NUKE !

HOLY ! I SAW A NUKE DROPPED ON SENGKANG !
HAHAS ! JUST KIDDING !
THAT WAS JUST A PHOTOSHOP EFFECT ON A PHOTO I TOOK :)


Well, school started again with the 2nd week on hand
Damm! I need to open my eyes to the world around me because I am missing alot on good photography spots !
Take that picture for example, it was taken on the top story of my housing estate carpark ! Would you think of that ?!

YEAH MAN ! Movie later on, anyone ?!

CLASSMATES !



With a formal introduction to ;
Hannah (face covered)
Nicolette (from my right)
Pei en (far right)

For Hannah & Nic, they are in the same class as mine for all 4 days, of course not forgetting Ragu, Naomi & Liting. Fun people !

Well, I went over to Anchorvale field for shots, these is what I have for those shots;




Comments and critiques are welcome for these shots :)
I've started flickr and here's the link www.flickr.com/foomsb

TOMMORROW NO SCHOOL LA ! SHIOK SIA !

HELLO !
Back in school and feeling sucky for the 1st day again, BECAUSE !
I was sleepy ! But it's alright ! Favourite lesson sio ! PHOTOGRAPHY !

POWER LA !

Well, like what i promised my girlfriend, i'll blog and so i DID :)
Here's a little glimpse on the pasar malam makans :)